megajade666

its been 3 weeks since ive had this flu its been tought...ive never experienced such a terrible flu in my whole life ...this time i had fever and body aches maybe staying in a garage doesnt help. well things are looking up so its time to get back on the horse and start to make some art. im thinking to make some pourring on canvaces i have ...ive never done it before o#so im very excited. also would like to start broadcasting on my youtube channel and do some yoga. it seems like theres so muh i gotta do besides my service here at the krshna temple ...my trip to europe has been pospone until february or march but...thats oook bcu #s i feel i st

i usually wake up at 7am for morning class here at the hindu temple i live in . i started coming 3 years ago and been an intern here for 1 year. i study vedic phylosophy from the vedic scriptures...and have several brahmin teachers here that have taught me a lot on life and death. i couldve been initiated already but i im happy being a brahmacharini ...besides when i was little i had a vision of a four armed form ...couldve been my own or lord vishnu idk...but it was all dark around him and they were bald...4 arms starting showing each holding lotus shells ect. the second part of that vision was me waking up from some pods on the ground as if

its been a while since ...well ever since i can remember ive had the thought of writing lyrics to turn into songs. Seems a lot harder for me to do this but writing out my thoughts seems fluid enough. so im starting this journal to help myself come up with some lyrics from within my thoughtssssss and sharing my experiencess here to help me keep track.ect there will be a lot of randomness but although i am here to amuse you...i am not! so i was thinking just now* i could really go to the cementary and mark some graves but theres only one person i would like to do this with and he is far away...in a colder place than this one...well anything i